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   Говард Филлипс Лавкрафт
   Astrophobos



     In the Midnight heaven's burning
     Through the ethereal deeps afar
     Once I watch'd with restless yearning
     An alluring aureate star;
     Ev'ry eve aloft returning
     Gleaming nigh the Arctic Car.


     Mystic waves of beauty blended
     With the gorgeous golden rays
     Phantasies of bliss descended
     In a myrrh'd Elysian haze.
     In the lyre-born chords extended
     Harmonies of Lydian lays.


     And (thought I) lies scenes of pleasure,
     Where the free and blessed dwell,
     And each moment bears a treasure,
     Freighted with the lotos-spell,
     And there floats a liquid measure
     From the lute of Israfel.


     There (I told myself) were shining
     Worlds of happiness unknown,
     Peace and Innocence entwining
     By the Crowned Virtue's throne;
     Men of light, their thoughts refining
     Purer, fairer, than my own.


     Thus I mus'd when o'er the vision
     Crept a red delirious change;
     Hope dissolving to derision,
     Beauty to distortion strange;
     Hymnic chords in weird collision,
     Spectral sights in endless range....


     Crimson burn'd the star of madness
     As behind the beams I peer'd;
     All was woe that seem'd but gladness
     Ere my gaze with Truth was sear'd;
     Cacodaemons, mir'd with madness,
     Through the fever'd flick'ring leer'd....


     Now I know the fiendish fable
     The the golden glitter bore;
     Now I shun the spangled sable
     That I watch'd and lov'd before;
     But the horror, set and stable,
     Haunts my soul forevermore!